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Created on 2007-12-09 02:32:02 (#14421333), last updated 2007-12-26

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Name:	m394nm4c4r0n1
Birthdate:	1991-07-13

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over the past year, i feel like i've changed alot. i'm not sure if it's a good change or a bad change, lately it's been feeling like more of a negative one, yet i have an optimistic outlook. i'm happy now, but i'm not sure how long that'll last. hopefully for awhile, but i better knock on wood, just in case. crying seems to be more of a hobby now, even with the stupidest things but afterwards it feels good. i want to get to the point where it feels good before the crying. then it'll no longer be necessary. i used to take people for granted, i value friendship and love so much more since march of this year. i miss my daddy more and more, he knows i love him. i want to be able to compliment people without getting jealous, i'm working my way up. the fear of rejection has become overwhelming, and i'm hoping that i've hit the peak and that it gets easier from here.i realize that in the past i've talked about people alot, but i'm trying to work on that. i want to be the best person i can be, even if it takes me forever to get there. i'll make it.

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